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Here's a poem about how I really feel here sometimes.

Try not to cry.

( Yes JR I took your warning to heart but I feel people should know, and use it as a poem to express their feelings when they feel sad.)

You guys just don't understand, don't you?

I feel unloved. I feel like Wreck it Ralph.

I feel excluded, I feel that I never did anything useful.

I feel unappreciated and shunned.

I feel sad and lonely.

I feel upset because people rarely talk to me here.

I feel hopeless because no one posts good comments or replies to the things I post.

I feel like i'm the odd one out.

I feel like people don't like me here anymore.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm here.

I feel miserable for being the object of hate here.

I've been bullied by everyone I meet or know.

I'm a loner.

People make fun of the stuff I like to do.

I wish everyone would accept me here.

But that dream's one million years away.

I wish that I just has a true friend to talk to, to not consider me weird. I have few friends at school, I wish someone really understood me.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU. Just because people make fun of you in the Coffee Room doesn't mean you're lonered.

I feel excluded, I feel that I never did anything useful.

You have done plenty of things, you've made a name for yourself here, didn't you find the Fictional Threat site on google before everyone else?

The point is we're here for you even if it doesn't seem like it.

I feel hopeless because no one posts good comments or replies to the things I post.

Dude you don't need our acceptance on what you post, because we trust that you know what you're doing.

JRPictures wrote:YOU ARE NOT ALONE

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU. Just because people make fun of you in the Coffee Room doesn't mean you're lonered.

I feel excluded, I feel that I never did anything useful.

You have done plenty of things, you've made a name for yourself here, didn't you find the Fictional Threat site on google before everyone else?

The point is we're here for you even if it doesn't seem like it.

I feel hopeless because no one posts good comments or replies to the things I post.

Dude you don't need our acceptance on what you post, because we trust that you know what you're doing.

OK Thanks.

I just wish some one understood me.

Anyway, how is the battle with Endless going? Are you OK duking out on a volcano, since that's where you are?

The battle is ok but I just want it to end. It's almost 2am at night and I could use some sleep.

But remember

YOU ARE NOT ALONE and YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU THINK YOU ARE

I'd talk to you, but we are 12 hours away from each other DX
Don't feel sad.
Also, sometimes I think any of you even see my posts, due to the replies.
And I feel excluded too, and by the same reasons.

*beat*

You're just like me! Why aren't there more people like us? We would be GREAT friends!

Likewise, but to a slightly lesser degree.

Pyro. Don't feel discouraged. You're one of us. And we all like you. We are all alike here.
And don't you dare tell me you do nothing helpful.
Go on, look at the edit history on the trope page, yes, we notice these things. Have a look there and tell me that you're not one of our most active editors. Don't think you have to do everything and be everywhere, but don't think that you're not doing anything either!

We don't look at you as the kid. We look at you as a Metaguard. So cheer up. We're all together here.

Listen up, Pyro.

You are not like most thirteen year olds. This is a good thing. Your english online is practically perfect. At AGE THIRTEEN. Most of the people I know can't speak a language that well. You are creative. You know how to have fun. You are young, and have plenty of time to figure out who you are, what you want to do with your life and where you fit in.

You have plenty going for you. It's okay to be sad sometimes, especially when you feel like other people don't udnerstand you.

Also: *GLOMP*

Scarab wrote:Listen up, Pyro.

You are not like most thirteen year olds. This is a good thing. Your english online is practically perfect. At AGE THIRTEEN. Most of the people I know can't speak a language that well. You are creative. You know how to have fun. You are young, and have plenty of time to figure out who you are, what you want to do with your life and where you fit in.

You have plenty going for you. It's okay to be sad sometimes, especially when you feel like other people don't udnerstand you.

Also: *GLOMP*

Er... Thank you very much, kind lass, for the hug, but, there is just one thing-

Could you be as kind as to loosen your arms for a bit so I can breathe?

And thank you for the comforting words.

Let's see....I feel lines 1, 2, 3, 4, 6 (though not on here), 9, 12, 14 to vary degrees, with varying frequencies.

You know what I say to those kinds of feelings (or try to, at least)? I tell them to go screw themselves. If I sit there and listen to them, I'm going to fall into a hole. And in that hole, I'm going to be absolutely convinced that they're all true, and I'm not going to be able to realize that none of them are true (because none of them are). And it comes and it goes. Sometimes it feels worse, sometimes it doesn't. And I try to do things to push them away.

On here, I have felt kinda useless. I'm unable to do anything related to the echoes and stuff (because there are people here who solve them faster, and no echoes are near me), and I don't really talk to any fictionals to any significant degree. So I tried to find something for me to do. First it was the Troper Map, which ended up being ridiculously useful, and then the Reficking Document, which is also a good organizational aid (props to Eli for that). And because of that I feel useful, even though I haven't really done anything big, or anything that leaves a lasting impact.

Like with your editing on the wiki. Sure, it's not really noticeable, but it's still a very important thing to have done. Just because it's not really recognized doesn't mean that it's not vital or hopeless to do (it's a hard thing, because I think we all want our work to stand out, to have people recognize us for the work that we do. Still, that can't always happen, and it not happening does not diminish the value of your work. Unless you work in PR or something, in which case you're failing your job ).

And I can guarantee that nobody here is trying to bully you, or make you feel sad and lonely, or upset, or hopeless, or unloved, or any of those things. We're all trying to have fun here, and nobody wants you to be sad. And if you can't see that, then I am going to pick you up and shove your face into that fact until you do, because nobody should feel that way. NOBODY. You are important to this project, and you will be remembered by us. (Also, you have a better Character Sheet entry than me, so....that's something that you beat someone in!)

On the other hand, just to be careful, if these things aren't necessarily related to the ARG, I'd recommend talking to someone about them. Just an FYI, just-in-case.

Oh, and:

Thank you SO MUCH, SO SO SO MUCH, 100,000,000, etc, for being extremely kind and sympathetic and empathetic and saying all those nice things to me to make me feel better. Have some limes for your troubles.



This is what I felt the scene was like when you said those lovely things- ( see when North speaks to Jack about why they recruited him.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yd71LWhCO4s